In my mind

I’ ve never thought that i have to lie to somebody. I’ve thought that in every situation i have to say the truth. Just the truth.
But yesterday in spite of my mind, i said a big lie. I lied to myself.
I said.: everything will be okay.
I woke up in the morning and i saw that i made a colossal fault. I wanted to run. Run away from home, took a tour, go away to an egzotic place.
I want a beach. I want many things. I feel sooner or later but i will be crazy…

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All of my hopes are in the books. I have to look for another kind of travel. I found this. :/